Wisdom is the will needed to face nothing.

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I would glimpse your speckled
	soul
	hold you as Divinity

Pour forth the sins of Time
	splashes adding colour and texture
to that which began as perfection
	Unborn

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Seek the unattainable: the Truth Lies
in the questing

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Killings done in the name of Life
hold no freedom from sorrow.

The mourning sun glares black deliverance;
mad flowers bloom

thoughts awash in Lethe
You are not to blame
Strings of being beyond your reach.

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The absurd Chaos of Being
	embraced with perverse glee.
Choose your moment. Ride the curl.
Choose your curl.  Ride the moment.

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Moments of serene elegance, grace, wisdom

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I should think . . .
restriction without direction
	Should You?
I think so.
If all else fails, fall through

I should think.
Do you believe?
I should think so
Do you know?
I should think I would find
Do you care? Care to know?
I should think I would try.

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To know is so much more than ... uh ... the grasping.

great are the spines of feeling

belike
	were				speaking
		being	sound
			   in

nevermind

are these the sometimes I may have found?

Disappear appear apart beyond goodbye.

	Turning away

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The Dream possesses a certain elegance unconveyed, eloquence lost.

peace lies within

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an exaggerated profoundness of being.
swept on a wing of feeling.
possessed of godliness, contemplating Nothing.

I can't quite shake the feeling that there is something I haven't
quite gotten yet.
... I just hope that when I do get it, it will have been worth
the effort.
If I get it at all.  Bleh.

clue in buddy . . . shake the bread.

disjointed, disconnected, discordant
disappointed, dissonant, displeased

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... seeking comprehension of the infinite

it is not the madness of Chaos I abhor . . .
it is the vehicle through which it is presented

It is not the
	Madness of
Chaos I abhor...

It is not the madness of
	CHAOS
i abhor...

so much
	significance
in the insignificant

so much in
	TrUTH Lies . . .

heh . . .

... At that moment, i mourned for bits of myself i had never
before realized i had possessed . . .

THIS IS
NOT A
FUCKING
GAME!

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I lost my ignorance
but not my innocence

	do you believe that?

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Hanging from the edge . . .

I thought my will was strong

I was wrong

I feel as if i am slipping

I know that there are
people who Love me

It only makes things worse.
burdens on straining finger
tendons, muscle, bone, skin
mind

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I don't have to [feel] worry.  is that it?

Why? Questions... pointless and strange.  Live.  I will never
die... never know.  I will never FALL.  Freefall.  Freefall.  Freefall.
freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall
freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall
freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall
freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall
freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall
freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall
freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall freefall  freefall

i think we all enjoy a little Fear.
	i need a hobby.

seeking.  schism.

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I don't _know_ people;
or i know them too well.
whatever.

i never thought i would need
	identity.
... quite an oversight, yes?
	freefall.

Who is the adequet Hamster?

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sanctioned Reality...
stretcher-trip; paradigms approved only
who approves?
Not i.

Reality (Truth?)
is filtered by perception...
shadow puppets in flickering firelight...

uncertain lens   Dream-real...

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How far does vision extend?
is the horizon as far as one may see?
who set this horizon?
and why?
does such a horizon exist?

Look beyond the horizon
	tell me what you see...

	Dare to pierce infinity.
	none and all
	all in one
	transcendent...
	visionary...

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Your illusions are your
Doom or your Salvation

... you decide ...

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The Dream confounds the Real...

to question is the nature of
the enlightened ...
to answer is the nature of ... ???

the questioning is more pure

than the statement.

The statement implies knowledge ...

the question merely seeks...

The seeking is all ...

	

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Kings of the Beyond.
Destiny unfound
	    unbound

Doom of the unfound
Doom 	(multiplying words)

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unfurl the banner of gayety...
for there is reason ...
	one would hope...
if not, there is naught but Loss...

blah...

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the ineffable desire of soul
shall always out-weigh
	the endeavour of flesh...
	(or not; heh...)

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Oneness erupts from
	loneliness...
	no
Oneness comes from connection

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MEAT is nothing more than a storage medium for Genetic
Information... Intelligence is a side effect...

	6 Billion bodies means virtually unlimited redundancy,
along with massive information input (via the side-effect
of Intelligence)

Genetic Information is True Mind
	SUBMERGED...
	Hidden by design
	or merely overlooked
	  (do the plankton notice  the Whale?)

Sleeping...
	DORMANT . . . ?

The Blood is the Life
The flesh is the Vessel
	Honour in Service to Life [blood]

Worship the Double Helix

Embrace thine Daemons; for they
	come from within...
	Deny them not.
	Blame not another...

Is Truth really coloured
	by perception?

or IS Truth ABSOLUTE...?

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His eyes were focused so far ahead, he had no idea where he was...

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